by isorod » Mon Jun 21, 2010 11:20 pm
Hi Lindamac,
So sorry that these thoughts are troubling you, part of the grieving process. It is ubderstandable that these things do go through your mind - the what ifs etc, I know how you feel. My advice is to try and concentrate on all the good things you shared and not the things you cannot alter as if you concentrate on them you will not be able to move forward.
Regarding the Radiotherapy, very unlikely and try to accept the doctor's explanation of this. I understand how quickly all this happened but unfortuneately that is how cancer works in some instances.
My thoughts are with you on this journey you have been forced to take, keep posting as I am sure it will help you. Best wishes, isorod.